so far I've been home for about 2 months, and within those two months i have yet to be accepted back home. I know it takes time but how much? I feel like I am a horrible person for asking that but I must know. I know I hurt EVERYONE but how can they not see that no hugs a day no kind words, just avoiding me isn't helping?
That leads to Lord Drachenblut my amazing loved one. Sadly I think I'm beginning to get on his nerves with the frequency of calls and him not having time for his friends. I understand that yes he needs "dragon time" like I need "angel time" but its hard to give when you have no other out-lets.
TONIGHT though I hope to fix the friend problem. mom doesn't like male friends over 20 and females over 30 ( think)

so she hates lord drachenblut (but she is warming up) due to his age and other problems so i cant talk to her about him. I can't talk about guys to mom how wrong is that??? I cant talk to mom period because she is at work all day and isn't at home til 6 or 9 (the time varies by day) I don't want to talk about guys to my dad because he will tell me the nasty details I just want basics! So enough said I might write more later. Off to my anime group